old sayings is that they are often right. Here lately the old saying "nothing worth doing is ever easy" has been really dead on the money lately. I am sorry I havent been able to look into journals and deviations, but thats life sometimes. I hope all is well with everyone.

It came to me today that I had been working myself to peices here lately and I havent seen a bit out of all that work. But I am reminded of the words of a friend, "this is only a season". Well ya'll if this is a season then I am ready for fall to be over. Rent is eating me up and school took a nose dive, if I thought I could get away with it I would take a semester off and find me a river to live on, but I know I wouldnt likely come back.

We work so hard to live and play, but by the time you're done theres no time to play and youre not living anymore. The thing is that you simply have to pay your dues. I suppose I am paying mine and weathering a season. A couple of months from now life ought to be looking a good bit better, God willing.

Luckily I have a close friend that keeps me moving and reminds me that you dont need much to be happy. I remember telling them so many times that the trick to life is to find happiness in life in the little things. Find happiness in your walk to class, or the drive to work, its there in a call to an old friend or a beer from a friend. I know that soon enough I will be running a river and watching the birds fly and the deer run, but those days seem so far away. They'll get there soon enough and these somber days will be forgotten.

Oh by the way I looked up and saw that I had over 4000 views, thanks. Be easy.

Oliver